Thursday, April 26, 2018

the notes in pink

[ reveal some pages from my journal ]

I loves wwwooorrrdddsss!
So, I kept almost most of it especially quotes, and when mom says something meaningful to me, and when tumblr and pinterest always have those stuff and you can just click it and pick up your pen and jot it down, I love it!

I am super excited, so do check these out;

I built a section in journal which is for keeping words that I found, and I think it is so cute! Eventhough I don't really into pink-ish, it's cute—

it is just some of it, there's more, of course—

why does everyone run away from me?

don't go.


the only saying on earth
that has the power to make
you step back and take
a good look at what you gained,
and not what you lost

and I was stabbed thousands of times,
until it feel painful not to be stabbed.

I choose more that can motivate me the most as I would open to these pages and read it over again and smile with all of the calmness ✨

and if I die,
forgive me.

I'm in love!

so what is your favourite section of your journal?

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

the pain #4

she keep falling
and it leave marks,
every time.

but she can't ever share the pain
she feels like the surrounding is laughing at her
and put all the blame on her.

she feels heavy
a burden without any help


she try to do as hard as she can
to pick up all the strength 
and want to raise up again.

until it doesn't hurt anymore
and her smile does not look sincere

people are asking

what is wrong with her?
countless time

so she answer,
it is all because of me, myself.

Thursday, April 05, 2018

the best of loyal

When they slept,
He was awake.
When they broke,
He held you up.
When every means failed,
He saved you.
When all the creation left you,
He remained.
He always remains.
Never forget when the storms pushed you to your knees
and there was no one else who could help you,
He carried you.
When you were broken and you swore this time it couldn't be fixed—never forget who fixed it.
Never forget what He saved you from.
Never forget how He put you back together.
That moment when you felt helpless and alone,
never forget who never left.
No matter who or what may be beside you now,
never forget those moments when it was only Him.

Only Him.

That is

Tuesday, April 03, 2018


I guess it would be fun if I share watercolor tips for us to learn together and since I would be more into art for upcoming, so why not, right?


let's get start right into it-

first of all—think of watercolor as a visual metaphor for approaching life ✨

water 'balance' ;
adjust what you can and let go what you can not.

too much water?
spread everything out.
—and take this opportunity to add some color

embrace contrasts
light × dark moments, make the experience of life richer

fear not of trying
—try different colour combinations
—holding you brush differently 
different tools (even your fingers!)
—different order of water to colour combinations 

water first,
then paint.

beyond rights & wrongs
what starts off as 'wrong' can often lead to 'new approaches' to rights.

life learning
—be as gentle with yourself as these freekles!
—learning is life long and comes most naturally when you are relaxed and having fun!

"TLDR" ;
control only what you can,
love contrasts,
keep trying,
wrongs are opportunities for new rights,
keep learning.

you also can check it at here! ;

t h a n k y o u !