the notes for myself

"Just because you’re not crying, doesn’t mean you’re not sad.
  Just because you’re smiling. doesn’t mean you’re happy."

—Radio Romance, Episode 6  📻

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I choose to stop chasing.
I am not giving up,
I am just choose to do that.

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No,
I am not.

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I am now chasing,
to my dreams.
It may seem small,
but I'll make it big.

There's hill,
everywhere.
I need to brave myself,
and slowly making steps
to the top.

I should believe in myself,
and I believe that I can do it.

There's nothing to worry about
if you've start to believe in yourself.

but still,
lots of traps and tricks
that I have to go through,
but
I believe that I can do it.

You can cry,
you can be mad,
but please,
stand up again,
continue the journey to your dreams,
with smile,
and happy steps.


dear self,

It's a long journey,
but I know you can do it.


keep smiling & stay positive. Allah will guide your way if you put trust on Him, in shaa Allah  😊

paint me

(english lyrics)

One layer, two layers, getting painted
Here and there, getting engraved
Keep painting me

White, me without you back then
I was white as a canvas
I was lonely but it was peaceful, always

Yellow, when you suddenly came to me
Suddenly, in my heart
A spring-like warmth came inside, naturally

One layer, two layers, getting painted like watercolors
Here and there, getting engraved like a tattoo
Every spot you pass by gets colored
Wth a different color memory
Thicker and thicker, like the black night

Keep painting me
With more memories
Hurry and paint me
With only your scent
So it can not be erased
So no one else but you
Can draw in my heart

Red, the moment you hotly hugged me
My heart exploded like a volcano
A red mark is left in my heart, it's still warm

Blue, the first time I cried because of you
Like an ocean with an unknown depth
It was drawn so blue
Do you remember?

One layer, two layers, getting painted like watercolors
Here and there, getting engraved like a tattoo
Every spot you pass by gets colored
Wth a different color memory
Thicker and thicker, like the black night

Keep painting me
With more memories
Hurry and paint me
With only your scent
So it can not be erased
So no one else but you
Can draw in my heart

It's alright if it turns blacker and blacker
Our memories
It's getting thicker and thicker, like espresso

Still, keep painting me
Do not stop
Without you, it's pointless
Fill me up
So there's no empty spaces
Only you are my painter

—MAMAMOO

link; 

MAMAMOO (마마무)—Paint Me (칠해줘)

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my current favourite song and their lyrics—so beautiful
 and woaa moonbyul, i can't—
they really have their own colors 🌈