Thursday, December 10, 2020

A beautiful recover

I am surprised,
knowing that I know something would happen.
I figure out that it will be at the nearest end, so close.


and how things were really happened.


so, here;

What do you think — having a deep wound, not fully recover but can handle the pain, and still, you, letting the same wound take more bigger part of your body, so much pain, it is burning, it is risking, yet you, still handle with care, put a lot of strength to survive, so much patience, abundance of hopes hoping that it will recover, soon.

You believe it will. You smile brightly, like there's no pain that you are handling. You're good at doing that. "I'm okay" always at your mouth. Well, takpa, Allah kan ada (ease some sort of me when I said this).

I found something beautiful and really helpful to recover when I'm down, sad or uneasy feelings
I discovered this particular ayat in al-Quran always comforts me, anytime, anywhere when I recite it.

Al-Baqarah, 2:286.

Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. Ia mendapat pahala kebaikan yang diusahakannya, dan ia juga menanggung dosa kejahatan yang diusahakannya. (Mereka berdoa dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan maafkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir".

It might look simple, it might doesn't really give impact to someone, but I believe there will be someone, out there—like me that go through a hard life, nearly giving up, and so on. Look up for this particular verse and understand the meaning of it. I cried even after recite it over and over again, maybe because I am too soft, and it touched my heart, so calm. Tearing up so much but somehow it help me gain strength like "I am strong, I know I can go through all of this because of that I am still here."  I ain't gonna lie, I am not really someone that is good, I do have my bad too as what we know that nobody is perfect.

As much as this ayat help me so much with my life, so I am more than happy to share with others too. And in hope that we can get over or recover from our sadness with a great way.

take care of yourself my dear sunflowers 🌻