life — lots of wishes

Wish to be a dreamer,

create a fairy-tale

on my own.

Be as happy as I could.

Be on my own stories.

Every words and chapters

by my own.

,

I want to grab achievement,

without having difficult tests.

I want to live in a life that just fill with happiness,

without being sad or hurt.

,

Wish that I can fly as high as I could,

to see how humans living in their own stories.

I wish to have a life–

that people does not have to pretending being a kind person,

but actually they are sincerely truly kind.

People don’t have to be curious or envy or jealous with someone’s happiness,

but actually they give support to someone’s happiness,

and spread the love.

Wish to have all I wish to have to,

without worrying on how to get the things tho.

I wish I could,

but wishes are just wishes.

check me at tulis.co:

               j.lo (click) 

#wordsbyJA

200516

Mesej dari whatsapp group

group whatsapp kelas yang sememangnya tak active sangat tiba-tiba sakan laju je ada chat. Kelmarin--
awal-awal pagi pulak tu. Mestilah rasa pelik kan, ke aku yang pelik? Macam mustahil la budak-budak kelas aku ni apahal rajin sangat pepagi, selalu kalau nak bergaduh-gaduh manja pun malam-malam ja (redha), memang akan hang handphone semua orang. Akibat daripada musykil yang melampau, laju tangan aku check handphone.

--------------------------

jodoh, pertemuan, ajal, maut, semua di tangan Tuhan. 

Salah sorang sahabat, telah kematian bapanya. 

Hari Rabu lepas Hari Kokurikulum sekolah. Gelak sakan ja dia, happy. Tapi esoknya, si ayah telah pergi meninggalkan mereka sekeluarga. Laju tangan aku menaip ucapan takziah kepadanya, rasa tak sesuai untuk aku telefon dalam keadaan waktu begitu. Itu saja yang aku mampu buat sebagai seorang sahabat, tak terdaya, dengan harapan dia tahu akan ada orang yang sentiasa disamping ketika susah, senang, sedih mahupun gembira. Besarnya dugaan Allah nak bagi. Tak dijangka, memang takkan sesiapa pun jangka. Siapa yang akan kuat. Tahun ini tahun yang penting untuk kami, SPM tak lama lagi bakal menjelma. Aku hanya mampu selitkan doa untuknya, semoga dikuatkan semangat untuk melalui hari-hari yang akan mendatang.

--------------------------

Hidup ini memamg penuh kejutannya,

cuma isi dalam kejutan itu seperti apa itu yang tidak kita ketahui.

Ajal itu pasti.

Bila aku sudah tiada

simpan semua kenangan kita

jangan ditangis selalu

sisipkan namaku disetiap doamu

moga kita bertemu di sana

yang bahagia selamanya.

Al-fatihah

the pain #2

smile to everyone she meet,

bright as she has been practicing,

and that's the truth.

keep making prepation,

for every steps she choose,

for every thing that she has to pick as a her best answer,

all of every,

she carefully watch, learn and try the best to keep her feeling.

Because she knows,

once you have make decision,

things might not as same as it would after one second,

it might change   e v e r y t h i n g .

And that she is,

holding the character of carefully young lady in making decisions.

but that's her choice,

she knows how hard to stand again after fell hardly,

she knows how hard to build a life--- again,

she knows how hard to meet people and act differently,

she knows how hard to make a new chapter as she force herself every single day.

rising up again is hard,
the process to through this journey of life need a lots of patience,
every secong in life is beautiful,
and that's make people becomes mature.

she starts to rising up again.....
smile,
oh that is so beautiful!

#wordsbyJA

160416

love letter

it is just nice to see people giving advice or opinion--
neither talk but the person who receive,
we would never know their heart or feeling.

Words are beautiful but it will fade away as the time being.
Without being care or they choose not to keep them.
For me, words are just nice and it is worth to keep.

As long as the time will,
for me keeping those words is just seems like the person
really care, calm and nice. And of course it is cute ^-^

If someone ever ask me which one I will choose,

                               Text messages or letter full of words?

Related to me; of course I will choose letter full of words because handwriting

is the most thing I really love to keep.

Beautiful or not the handwriting is, it doesn't matter.

As long as I know they're sincere to write.

#wordsbyJA