an approach.

knowing you was not in my plan

not even once

it comes naturally

as the start of conversation was dull

the questions were off

did not match at all

the calls was not about you

was not about us

fill with tears and sadness

but there you are

spending the nights

"your voice is the calm"

you said

it became the favorite before closing eyes to sleep

"you are my favorite"

you said

butterfly.

🦋

it wasn't all about me, just to bring up some smile on your face once a while with sweetness.

If you're reading this, anywhere you are, take care and stay safe 💛

I would choose you, over and over.

he wasn't here
to keep me accompany
but I know
deep down

he would choose me
to be with me
to go through the worst

and to go through the best

together.

but

this heart

break a little

if only you are here

sharing every single thing about my day

would be the most favorite

you don't really reply much to it

but the stare of your eyes explained everything

you care

and you would always.

I miss you.

I really am.

I need you

dad.

I am bless.

Bersyukur yang seadanya.

Tuhan bagi yang lain dari lain buatku.

Untuk berbakti,

untuk mengenal erti berkorban,

untuk membahagiakan,

untuk mengenal erti kesusahan,

dan untuk segala hikmah juga kebaikan yang Tuhan selitkan disebaliknya.

rindu.

nanti kemudian hari bakal kita bertemu disana ya? 😇

ayah.

"May Allah replace all of the sadness with abundance of happiness and may it be greater than the loss."

rahsia hati

dan dalam diam-diam
aku kirimkan hatiku kepadamu
ketika kita melewati hari-hari
dan dengan harapan
agar tidak kau pulangkannya
saat sudah kau sedar dengan pilihanku

kamu menjadi pilihanku

walau episod akhir indah aku nantikan
takkan ada yang aku mampu ketepikan
biarlah semua dengan penuh keikhlasan
agar tiada penyesalan

kau sentiasa setia dalam menjadi pilihan

hadirmu tiada dalam pintaku
masih aku ingin memperbetulkan tujuan dan cara
kehidupan masih penuh dengan impian
cita-cita yang menggunung ingin aku capai

tanpa yang aku sedar
semangatku sedia makin mahu berjuang
makin ingin bekerja keras
buat angan-anganku yang sudah beralih,
buatmu.

indah sentiasa fikiran terkenangkan pilihanku

akan aku kekalkan dalam ingatan tentang kisah ini
akan aku ketepikan luka dan sakit darinya.

mengenalimu itu indah.
aku pernah bahagia dalam kisah kita.

selamat jalan pilihanku yang jauh dari nyata.

moga yang baik-baik sahaja buatmu,
itu yang aku doakan senantiasa.

Get over your tears,

face the truth,

let it fade.

Biar sabar memberikan jawapan.

Biar doa menunjukkan jalan.

Biar takdir menentukan tujuan.

— Sederhana Indah (Tumblr)

you.

you might not be seen by the others
invisibly invisible
your color might not be as bright as the others
dull and unpretty
your appearance might not be noticed by the others
plain and basic



but

there will be someone
that will notice all of the important part of yours
the beauty of yours

there will be someone
who willingly choose you
even after knowing all the flaws
just the way you are

there will be someone
who will go through everything
and yet still
wanna be with you

there will be someone
that will tell and remind you
"you are enough, just like this, just the way you are."

No one knows how the future would be, only He knows. But we can prepare for the better future and leave the rest to Allah,

and maybe together, hand in hand?

shall we?

💗