the pain

she sat on her best position, comfortably
and she choose to lie down,
above the sky,
it is peaceful yet so calm.

preceded with a heavy sigh,
she tried to stand up with a weariness,
clearing her throat,
totally ready to scream out loud,
all the things that play in her mind.

but then,
she,
fall to the ground,
her hands are shaking,
tears falling down, sadly
she is trying her best as she can.

no one could understand.
no one was there.
no one.

after couple of hours,
heavily steps by steps she took,
leave the place,
with a new thinking and new strength,
bravely setting her mind back together,
gonna make her life better,
without looking back at past,
focusing sharply for future.


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