I don't know my name

I don't know my name
I don't play by the rules of the game
So you said I'm just trying
Just trying

So I heard you are my sisters friend
You get along quite nicely
You ask me why I cut my hair
And change myself completely

I went from bland and popular
To joining the marching band
I made the closest friends
I'll ever have in my life time

I am lost
Trying to get found
In an ocean of people
Please don't ask me any questions
There won't be a valid answer
I'll just say...

I don't know my name
I don't play by the rules of game
So you say I'm just trying
Just trying

I now know my name
I don't play by the rules of the game
So you say, I'm not trying
But I'm trying
To find my way

—Grace VanderWaal

for myself

here I am,

at the balcony,

with a cup of coffee in my hand,

wearing this favourite shirt of mine,

with calm and the beautiful appearance

of light by the moon,

here I am,

making time for myself.

a sip of coffee,

this feels better,

in this night,

everything is just perfect.

please,

in needed of this calmness,

please,

to stay longer,

tonight, stay still.

#wordsbyJA

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