the pain #4

she keep falling

hardly

and it leave marks,

every time.

but she can't ever share the pain

she feels like the surrounding is laughing at her

and put all the blame on her.

she feels heavy

a burden without any help

so

she try to do as hard as she can

to pick up all the strength 

and want to raise up again.

until it doesn't hurt anymore

and her smile does not look sincere

so

people are asking

what is wrong with her?

—countless time

so she answer,

it is all because of me, myself.