Wednesday, September 23, 2020

noktah lagi.

"Moga Tuhan cekalkan hati dan dirimu dalam melalui saat-saat yang sukar."
#wordsbyJA #jarsofjournal

tak terduga
menoktahkan dengan kesepian yang nyata
terasa pada jiwa
tiada pamer, tiada salam
sepi tiada tinggalan jejak
sunyi
tiada terisi

apa khabar disana?

tiada berita
tiada suara
tiada kasih
tiada memori

begitu rupa akhirnya

jadi biarlah
dan aku biarkan
sudah pilihan telah tercipta
mungkin itulah yang dipinta

terpaku sudah jari menaip
terkunci lagi mulut ingin berbicara
aku turutkan dengan lakumu
tiada lagi dari aku

singgahanmu menyenangkan,
sungguh.

terima kasih atas noktah rahsia,
yang perlu aku sendiri mencarinya,
dari aku yang sentiasa ada.

Wednesday, September 09, 2020

an approach.




knowing you was not in my plan
not even once
it comes naturally
as the start of conversation was dull
the questions were off
did not match at all
the calls was not about you
was not about us
fill with tears and sadness
but there you are
spending the nights
"your voice is the calm"
you said
it became the favorite before closing eyes to sleep
"you are my favorite"
you said


butterfly.
🦋




it wasn't all about me, just to bring up some smile on your face once a while with sweetness.
If you're reading this, anywhere you are, take care and stay safe 💛