Monday, November 16, 2020

demi corak baharu



Tuhan,

pintaku disaat ini
agar dipeluk jiwaku
erat hingga mencekalkan
simpul biar penuh kekuatan
menyeluruh supaya tiada kesakitan
dan berganti dengan senyuman
walau yang ditatap dari kejauhan
akan lagi teguh menanti kebahagiaan.

dan dari itu
kuatlah
demi jiwa yang perlu
demi perjalanan yang masih jauh
demi sekeping hati yang mahu mengisi
demi ruang yang bakal terbuka
dan corak kisah baharu yang bakal tercipta

dan dari itu
teruskanlah langkahmu
dengan sepenuhnya.



🌸
"For a flower to blossom, she needs to feel the wind and face the rain too." —Hotel Del Luna, Episode 8

Monday, October 26, 2020

Have a good day.

It's been awhile for #noteoftheday, so today there's a new entry for it 📜

To the person that is reading this right now—

I miss going to cafes.


I need you to know that there will always be a joy in your heart despite the sadness you've faced. Beneath all the pain you feel right now is everything you've always wanted and because you've searched for love in the wrong person, you have forgotten that you were always capable of providing yourself with everything you need.

You can't keep someone who doesn't belong in your life and there is no future with someone who can only fit in your past. You can't love a person into loving you back and this is why you must love yourself enough to walk away.

I have no idea where you are right now,
I don't even know your name
but I believe that when your heart finds these words, you will arrive to this moment with the weight of the world on your shoulders while struggling with the loneliness you've been feeling.

Again,
I know I'm just a stranger and maybe I'm wandering too far over the line into your life and maybe it's just none of my business but I can't help it. The desire to help you has brought me here where you can read these words. If you are on the verge of breaking down, you're tired of fighting, tired of being strong, tired of loving without being loved so I would tell you; Even with a storm cloud hovering above your head, you've arrived to this moment and that just means you're a survivor.

I hope there words are enough to remind you that you have been the hero in this story and if for some reason I've failed at reaching you, I'll try once more at another time. Have a good day.



written by r.h. Sin
and I edited a little bit from there.

Monday, September 28, 2020

tiada pentingnya



masih yang aku ingat
ketika kepercayaan yang aku letakkan
kepadamu
dan dari segenap kekuatan
aku mundur dari yang lalu
memberi ruang padamu

dan sejurus itu
aku kirimkan hatiku
kepadamu

bahagia riak wajahmu
yang sementara,
hanya.

mungkin hatiku tidak begitu penting untuk dijaga
mungkin telah kau pulangkan sikit demi sedikit
saat sepi yang tersengaja
mungkin ini yang sewajarnya
gesa ingin aku pergi
hilang dan tiada.

Wednesday, September 23, 2020

noktah lagi.

"Moga Tuhan cekalkan hati dan dirimu dalam melalui saat-saat yang sukar."
#wordsbyJA #jarsofjournal

tak terduga
menoktahkan dengan kesepian yang nyata
terasa pada jiwa
tiada pamer, tiada salam
sepi tiada tinggalan jejak
sunyi
tiada terisi

apa khabar disana?

tiada berita
tiada suara
tiada kasih
tiada memori

begitu rupa akhirnya

jadi biarlah
dan aku biarkan
sudah pilihan telah tercipta
mungkin itulah yang dipinta

terpaku sudah jari menaip
terkunci lagi mulut ingin berbicara
aku turutkan dengan lakumu
tiada lagi dari aku

singgahanmu menyenangkan,
sungguh.

terima kasih atas noktah rahsia,
yang perlu aku sendiri mencarinya,
dari aku yang sentiasa ada.