Thursday, December 19, 2019

enigma

today
I laugh a lot
and I keep telling best friend about random stories
like,... a lot


what is wrong with you?


but still,
I smile
and I join their happiness


what is wrong with you again?


your outside and inside
it did not match at all

which one is you?

you kept too much things by your own.
please
do not make it bigger

find someone who can comforts you
and the one that you would be comfortable with,
someone that will accept your flaws
and you can accept theirs,
—completing each other.

,

arrived home late today
completing tasks

hang my tote bag at the chair
and backpack at the floor
switch on the study light
and my eyes stop at it,
the roses,
the dying roses
the one that I bought three days ago

it just
.....same
like me.....

such a long day,
looking at the roses makes me feel sad,
I wanna let it all out

wait
stop

no

turn off study light

do not start

you are going to be really fine,
I promise.
I love you.

b l o o m

 


w i l t e d





enigma
e-nig-ma
a person or thing that is mysterious, puzzling, or difficult to understand

a note on 18th of December 2019 by jijaahmad

Saturday, December 14, 2019

Color of Days

it's been a while,
hello with my really late October haul


*overdose inspirational quotes all over in this entry*



F I N A L L Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y! 😍



...
A PROPER PLANNER FOR 2020

After high school, I got really obsessed into daily planner stuff which is to jot down every single things that I've done for the day, things that I need to do, goals and more. But, there are some of the days that I am totally busy and forgot to update anything in the planner and it always take a while to build my layout for every pages. End up, I will leave it empty 😂 There's no pressure actually, we need to have fun while doing it. The good part of daily planner is the #task, we can check all the task that we need to do and tick it afterwards if we have done it.

Sooooooo, enough with that intro part,
let me introduce to you Planner by Aqisbi


"Does all these life goals bring me closer
to my ultimate life goals?"
(ie. Redha Allah and Jannatul Firdaus)


"When Allah tests you, it is never to destroy you,
when He removes something in your possession,
it is (only) in order to empty your hands,
for an even greater gift."

Ibn Al-Qayyim


__________

Never give up.
People will always discount you,
and you'll always get rejected.
But set your sights high.
Be boldly ambitious.
Be relentless and never give up.
__________


Cover Design : Sky Blue
Price : RM25 + RM8 (postage)
Total : RM33

They have 8 design options for the cover planner and it is sooo nice.
I've been taking time to choose between sky blue or black marble, both are pretty for sure!
Final decision ; Sky Blue - it looks so soft with the color combination  ☁

Planner by Aqisbi comes with ;
- Planner 2020 (full color pages)
- Budget Planner
- Wall Calendar 2020

The main reason that I choose Planner by Aqisbi as my Planner of 2020 - full of colors! 🌈

__________

Don't try to be perfect,
just try to be better than you were yesterday.

Small progress is
still a progress.
__________


The first page of the planner.

"The clock is ticking, are you becoming the person you want to be?"


Fitness Goals

Mission to be more healthy in 2020!
(just wait for it, skippppp 😂😂😂)

for this section, it has weight progress and body measurement that you can fill in for every months 


L a   T a h z a n
Don't be sad.

D u ' a
A dua can make the impossible,
possible again.


The back of the planner.

__________

If you
give up now
then what
were you even
fighting for?
__________


Budget Planner


book size : 18cm x 13cm
great size enough to let you bring it wherever you go





__________

Once you really accept that spending
money doesn't equal happiness, you have
half the battle won.

Ernest Callenbach
__________



The back of the budget planner.

__________

I make
myself rich
by making
my wants few.
__________


Wall Calendar



Free gift




🌵
ugh, favorite! 


magnet book mark
totally wouldn't be a waste, I use them a lot!



To sum up;
I really love all of it but it is super detail and full of colors which I can't really adjust it to the way I like. I prefer minimal planner that have some part of space for me to create something on my own. But anyway, for sure, I will make a good use of it! Best part ; lotsssssss of great quotes 💕


Update;
By the way, join Planner 2020 Giveaway by Messarah for free! (but follow the conditions stated) 
It is still open until 20th of December 2019. Who knows one of you guys would be lucky, right? 





But, I am also thinking to give away the budget planner, the wall calendar of 2020 and some more stuff,
sooooooooooo who's in for a giveaway?
👀


__________
for more details or purchase, visit here;


Tuesday, November 12, 2019

I'm Sorry


To the poem I put
into a book
before it was ready
I’m sorry I didn’t wait
a few lines longer

To the flowers
I picked before
they were ready
when sunlight
still shone
like a prayer
on their petals
I’m sorry

To the man I will
love and love
until the word love
no longer means
anything to anyone
I’m sorry I wasn’t ready

—Lang Leav

Friday, October 11, 2019

hai, jija

lama dibiar menyepi yang tiada khabar
lama sungguh 'rehat' yang dimahukan
rindu menyapa.


dan ketika duka tiba tanpa dipinta
segera lari menyibukkan diri
yang sebenarnya memerlukan masa bagi pulih
sebelum setiap kuntum bunga itu mekar
lalu menyimpulkan satu senyuman indah dari si gadis

mengapa lari?

tertanya sendiri.

tidak pernah habis dugaan andai lari itu pilihan
sebaliknya memanjangkan kisah
tanpa noktah yang perlu.

si gadis baru mengerti.

masa itu antara yang terpenting.


sebahagian memori indah 

tatkala perlu ketenangan,
dipilihnya laut dan pantai
tersimpul senyuman
tenang.

tatkala rindu hadir,
dipandangnya kedada langit
luas

hati,
ini semua sementara.

terlalu mencuba untuk kuat tapi tiada ruang buat jiwa yang ingin rehat,
perlahan tak mengapa asal ada.

harus setia tersenyum.