and it leave marks,
but she can't ever share the pain
she feels like the surrounding is laughing at her
and put all the blame on her.
she feels heavy
a burden without any help
she try to do as hard as she can
to pick up all the strength
and want to raise up again.
until it doesn't hurt anymore
and her smile does not look sincere
people are asking
what is wrong with her?
so she answer,
it is all because of me, myself.